the condition is that i get erections only by physical stimulation no spontaneous erections and also very difficult to get or even sustain an erection while standing up, porn which used to excite me very much now can not get me an erection with my girlfriend i can get semi solid then full erection by touch and i get better erection with hand better than vaginal sex? iam more addicted to watching porn than masturbate i feel very horny and i want sex but erections are unreliable can anyone relate or even explain any of this?
Every symptom is identical to mine, which I was facing in a relationship. Except the horny part. Only one thing to explain. We have been watching shit load of porn over the years. Masturbating mostly in seated position, which might be the reason we cannot get it while standing or any other position or it could be that our partners are not as stimulating as porn which is a superstimuli. That we need physical assistance like getting stroked by the girl or getting sucked to have better erections. And be reliant on it. And hands give better erections because we have conditioned to tight or strong grip which vaginas have no match to, V's naturally have a soft grip, so you don't feel the sensation and lose the erection or don't enjoy it much. Spontaneous erections are gone because our dopamine and androgen receptors are Fried hope they are not FUBAR which are responsible for helping strong erections. Even I was more addicted to watching porn than masturbating. Maybe because our arousal was too low or doing it out of habit seeking novelty. You still have libido but your erections mechanism is dysfunctional because of porn has damaged the receptors. Absitence is the way and recovery depends on your usage and other histories and age and severity.
I have the same experience with PIED (porn-inducted erectile dysfunction) which basically disappeared when I were somewhere between 80-90 into my other streak. I couldn't get hard while standing before, nor was I getting random boners. But taking break for 3 months from everything (PMO, the whole package, no Psubs, no peeking, no sex, no nothing), I were able to get it up with 100% hard on by my will in any position I wanted whenever I wanted. It's different for everybody of course, but being clean of PMO definitely pays off even on a physical level in the end, although it may take some time.