I am 90 days on noPMO, it took me 3 years to get here, but something I still have and have had sometimes during this times are my fantasies about sissy , feminisation. I don't like it outside bedroom. What i am thinking is hiring a couple escort (man and woman) to whom I can submit to and fulfill all my wishes.( because you know, we only leave once) I would like to fulfill my fetish , but I don't want to destroy my mind even more. What I ask is : is going to escorts , going to develop an addiction even stronger and harder to quit than pmo ?
escorts are addictive too. I would recomme to try to find a girlfriend which do your fetish.. Which can defenetly can be difficult
The fact you can live your fantasy means nothing. It will leave a strong print in your mind and in your energy, you will become low vibration doing these things. NoFAp is about creating a healthy view on sex, not simply stop PMO
Going to escorts destroyed my brain. After awhile you're not doing it for sexual gratification, you are doing it simply because you always do it. Then you start seeing the escorts, and yourself, as nothing but objects just going through base animal impulses. It completely shatters your humanity.
that is the big question.. i don't know. But spending the life with porn, camgirls and prostitutes defintive will ruin your life
Yes it’s a terrible idea. I’m currently battling sex addiction as opposed to porn and trust me when I tell you it’s even harder and very expensive. Do not go down that path.
Hey man I used to go to scorts and I was also into weird fetishes. For what I've learned it is a terrible idea. Going to scorts can become a very deep adiction. It seems like having this experience will fill your desires but it will leave you only emptyness. I wouldn't recover from socort addiction if my money hadn't run out. And fetishes are not healthy, try to connect more with women and you will forget those.
Get a girlfriend. Don't indulge in escorts or any other forms of prostitution. Sex is an act that should be shared between a man and a woman who love each other. All that will happen is most likely you will create another addiction that will be even harder to shake off.
Do you know time when you get those fetishes? I'm not judging, but can't understand where it coming from and I genuinely want to understand it, you not born with such fetishes, at some point of life it is created. Or does it represents real you or the environment you coming from?