Just a few days for tier 2 to open. I am going good so far with inly one reset in 2021. Meanwhile I am trying to beat another addiction too, which is internet addiction. I isnt really an addiction because I use it only 2 hours a day maximum but the problem is, I cannot reduce it from those 2 hours no matter how important work I have. So from today onwards , I am trying to not use the internet at all except for educational purposes. My first goal will be to get to April without using the internet .
Unfortunately I have to reset due to MO. I am starting to find now that the root of my problem is not P but lust. I haven't been having much urges for P recently but I just don't seem able to defeat MO. So, I am going to shift my focus towards MO now and I am going to post here daily so that I can be on track.
I have not watched pornography since 5 November, so I qualify for Legends Tier, right? I'd like to start. Thanks, Al
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I relapsed the 4th or 5th day into april so you can take me off the gold tier. I'll be back for the next tier.
Still going in the 2nd tier however urges have suddenly started to become really strong. Its my 80th day since I last watched P and probably 27th since my last M. However I will get past this phase because with every difficulty comes ease.
Keep on fighting man, and remember that its better to M than to watch porn if that may come to be. Keep on going strong man, you have come far.
I had setup the most advanced anti porn filter i thought, but it has failed and i cant fix it since i dont have admin access to my pc. Now i have access to porn, but hopefully i can manage without watching.
I watched porn, a mixture of looking up porn and escorts which both falls into definition of porn. Will continue on fighting.
I have finally completed 90 days without Porn now. It is something I couldnt hvae thought of six months ago. I am not having any significant urges these days and even the little that I have I am able to fight quite easily by remembering all the struggle that I have gone through in order to get to this stage. However, I have MOed a few times during this time period and that goes against my goals so my next target is to get 90 days without MO and by then I will have five months of no P. Looking to make this streak the last streak of my life because this is the best opportunity for me. The state I am currently in is almost a state of full recovery and I am thinking that if I go back from here I will have only myself to blame because that would not be a relapse but it would be as if I am starting this habit from the very beginning once again , even after having known its consequences.