Day 15 and 10: Completed 10 days...feeling very much tensed about not able to meet daily targets...feeling flatline because m not even willing to give my best to complete my goals and chores. But still...the fight goes along...hope this flatline goes away sooner bcoz m facing multiple strong urges which kind of tend to increase day by day...But I won't give up this easily this time..will keep fighting very hard to defeat it.
Day 16 and 11: Completed 11 days...already feeling stressed and tensed due to accomplishment of daily targets...felt very strong urges and somehow controlled them...still a long journey to go an stay strong.
Day 17 and 12: Anyhow completed day 12...and I put emphasis on anyhow because its becoming very stressful and tiresome for me.. facing many issues but gonna hang on to this as I just said previously "anyhow".
Day 18 and 13: Completed 13 days. Hardest challenge ever faced. Now gonna be extra cautious as the period of flatline can appear anytime...worst phase gonna start again and have to stay extra cautious from now onwards as I felt very strong urges today.
Day 19 and 14: Completed 14 days. As I thought...today morning was very difficult to control my fantasies due to morning wood. Need to fix my routine and get up early asap. But somehow I was able to manage..phewwwww!!
Day 20 and 15: Completed 15 days. Felt very strong urges throughout the day...just have to keep up the spirit and fight this epic war against ourselves to be a better version of us!!
Day 21 and 16: Felt a lot way dizzy today. Was not interested in much of the work...felt a lot more lethargic..Hope this goes soon.
Day 22 and 17: This is indeed a much difficult task to pursue...it creates loads and loads of pressure on us and tests us from time to time..but we all know that once we conquer this...it all will be worth it...So high hopes!!
Day 24 and 19: Completed 19 days...loving this journey of constant ups and downs and mostly downs...Feeling a lot demotivated and frustrated trying to break this habit and knowing the fact that everything comes at a price...m willing to pay this price at any cost and I will sacrifice this habit from my daily life to become a better version of myself!!
Day 24 and 20: Going on and fighting very hard for this challenge...felt very strong urges today but I have to compete and win over them anyhow...Never ever give any single chance even..have to understand the fact that it is most easy to defeat anything at the earliest when it is most weak initially...And have to really work on my goals and time management avoiding which I may face serious issues both in terms of career and personality
Day 25 and 21: So finally completed and reached the mark of 21 days. Well..this will act as a ignition fuel for the rest of my journey which I desire to complete and win at any cost. Hope this motivates me to complete my full challnege.Also have to abandon any sexual thoughts coming into my body which results into constant nightfall.