July 10th. I believe we can do this! Urges still arise but if I stay busy, change what I'm doing and keep focused on this goal it really helps. We will do this! Best wishes to all of you.
dont know i'm at day 70 and still in it. Some say 90 some say even longer. Probably depends on the circumstances as well as the lifestyle that you adopt to
Click on mine. I entered my eleventh day and I feel great about quitting PMO. I also am happy to find out how can some people throw things to your face and show their true colors. No more sadness and disappointment. I am seriously trying to let go of everything. Keep going fellas! Never give up. PMO takes too much out of us anyway and it is simply not worth it.
Woke up in a bad mood. Not triggered but feel tired. Trying to keep focused. I've been reading and listening to stuff on developing a warrior mindset, being focused, disciplined, honorable, adaptable. I'm trying to understand why I can be really motivates for awhile and then in the past seem to then give up on being my best at life. I'm trying to figure out if pmo robs me of that vitality or if I give up first and then turn to pmo. Sometimes I feel I have a strong, warrior spirit but then it seems to evaporate and I even mock myself for trying or thinking that way. I want to find what keeps my spirit going. But mood or not, I press on today to fight this and be victorious over addiction!
I've had sexual intercourse today with my girlfriend and ejaculated two times in a row, real quick. I feel like shit, she sort of laughed, even though I believe she wasn't doing it in a mean way. It's sort of funny, but it was also fucked up. I could barely say anything. This made me think about PMO and how much it has affected my resistance. It's true, I am quite tired due to these two stressful days, have been drinking a lot lately. I am not resetting my counter, as I do not count it as relapse, but fuck man it sucks. I feel awful and I sort of wished I was dead. I hope this shitty feeling will pass soon.
Weekend .... I was assuming it was going to be tough as always -but now that I'm not busy looking for time to waste on pmo ... I have time for life... Next week is going to be a real test -- lots of long hours at work including professional get togethers with lots of free alcohol...
day 12. woke up thinking about dirty things about a girl I know then I got pre-cum. does that mean I relapsed guys???
Hey guys, I would like to join the challenge! Last time PMO: Tuesday, 7/7 ~6 o'clock in the morning Making it the rest of the month would be a huge step for me.
One more day to that 1 week mark.The next 2 to 3 weeks are cruical to me lasting the entire month and beyond! I am staying strong avoiding porn subs sites like fb,twitter,instagram etc. I am also avoiding looking at women I see on the streets and anywhere else for that period of time.