Day 18 complete. PMO forces have spotted me! With haste I use the Buckleberry Ferry to cross the Brandywine River. It does rather feel like PMO forces have spotted me. Intermittent urges throughout the day. At one point I had actually typed out a search for triggering material but I was able to shut it down and back out before I saw anything. These bursts of willpower are an amazing thing but I know I've got a while to go yet. In the Pokemon games, the three Abilities a Gallade can have are Steadfast, Justified, or Inner Focus. I'll try to maintain all three of those things for myself as I march on!
Day 14 Two weeks, dear fellowship! The urges are increasing and I'm having some dreams about P, but my rational mind is slowly gaining control back.
Instead of fapping, went on an evening walk in my pajamas. Insane attraction from women. What'l happen if i start working out? This is becoming distracting more than fun
hi sis, welcome to the Fellowship Well, since you´re really new to nofap it´s better to know the basics of nofap. this is difficult and far more that an willpower exercise. try to read stuff on the reboot to gain cultivation and know what you´re up against. i recommend stuff from Universal Man - https://universalman.com/ , JK Emezi - https://elevatedrecovery.org/. (both of them have youtube channels). Soaring Eagle - Rebooting as the best remedy. You can also check my tips (in the signature), or read stuff in the sucess stories section, many brothers give pointers to a effective reboot. Stay with us and good luck!!!!
One more day mighty Companion, feeling like a million bucks . i think i need to do meditation exercises here and there throught the day because i feel so energetic that i´m becoming slightly impulsive Let´s welcome the new members of the Fellowship: @Hope_2025 @dog100br The following brothers have upgraded and reach places in Middle Earth. You rock!!!! @Gallade_Templar - Buckleberry Ferry / Shire @MyGodandMyAll27 - Pass of Caradhras / Misty Mountains Have a great day brave Fellowship!!! Here´s Universal Man with one more installment of the sexual self-mastery series, chapter 16, Willpower and Energy work.
Day 12, Feeling the energy begin to swell up which is usually an indicator of the "everything is fine I got this mindset" that tricks me into a peek and the eventual reset. My intention is to push past this mentality and find out what is on the other side of my longest streak (18 days). Note, I have gone on longer streaks since maturing (Marine Corps Recruit Training and other specialty schools that were devoid of internet access) and believe me, the first thing I did once out of the field was relapse. Anyways, on this morning's run I was thinking back to how much energy I had during those schools and how well I was able to operate despite the sleep and food depravation. Now that I am in civilian life I am interested to better understand how to use that retained energy (it is a little difficult since I am not on forced movements under a combat load) [now I am just a college student in front of the computer most of the time hahahaha]. Thanks again everyone! Happy to be a part of The Fellowship
20 Days. Having trouble focusing and with short term memory. Feeling a little foggy. Felt some cravings and desire to give in to PMO in a dream this morning, but when I woke up, it wasn't as bad. Holidays are great but weird, as they throw you out of your routine. Anyway, porn-free Sunday, let's get it done!
4 days clean. Before this challenge I could not go few hours with porn. Look at me now. I will not go back to watching porn. Too much suffering and hard work to go back.
TITLE - ORC Last streak - 2 Total PMO - 145 Goal - 21 days Day- 0/21 Sorry I watched porn for 20 min so I consider it as a relapse. I managed to go far as 2 days but that's not a big deal.