It's always good to see someone back here posting after relapsing. I've had a couple of relapse periods since joining in June and I've learned from each one, and have come to see that this is part of the process. One thing I've learned is that it's not just about willpower but slowly dealing with all of the other things in my life that made PMO a big part of it. The period after a relapse can be challenging but you can get through it and you'll be stronger for it. Wishing you the best as you continue on this journey.
4/30 Hell yeah, the snowball is rolling. I also decided to go absolute hardmode with no edging or even checking insta ladies. If I fail and engage in edging or I get way too interested in clicking bikini pics I consider that as failure in this challenge.
Day 24 check-in Good call on identifying it. I find that even *starting* clicking bikini pics is super dangerous for me, so I've eliminated it altogether myself. Great to see both of our streaks marching on! @charlie81 Just checking you saw my quote of your previous post?
5/30 I'm happy I've been resisting so far and I wish for all of us to stay patient and be lucky some more time
5/30 @EndPornLiveLife I see a difference between accidentaly seeing some sex triggers (f.e. movies, series) and intensionally seeking some stuff -> f.e. instagram. When I am intentionally seeking it and just give in to the urge that means my willpower is already in lower points and small push is enough to loose it completely. So everytime I feel like I really want to watch something I know I cant allow it and have to avoid it any cost -> usually just running away from house
Day 3 finished this morning. Definitely been having urges. Knowing I have to post in here has helped actually