Been busy for a while, but 11 days done of the 21 day challenge, now 32 days overall. Every day feels better!
Be strong and whenever urges came think of yourself for a moment imagine yourself the pride of completing 21 days challenge. See the results within you
Relapsed. Day 0 again. I don't know how long will it take to complete this challenge. I'm extremely mad at myself right now. Starting again.
TITLE - WOLFSLAYER Day 0/21 Total PMO - 92 Total P - 27 Total hours remaining - 503 Days remaining - 21 Challenges completed - 3 3 DAYS - ✓ 7 DAYS - ✓ 14 DAYS - ✓ 21 DAYS - 30 DAYS - 60 DAYS - 90 DAYS - 365 DAYS - "It will take more than head games to stop me. You may have invaded my mind and my body... but there's one thing a Saiyan always keeps: his pride!" - VEGETA. Rules- 1. Watching porn even for a second count as a relapse. 2. If you relapsed or binged you will reset your counter and start from 3 day challenge. 3. You have to meditate twice a day but one in afternoon and one before sleeping. 4. Removing the pornblocker or trying to do it count as a relapse. So I did a binge today. I did it beacuse I was doing this challenge wrong the entire time. I keep breaking my own rule. I didn't realise that no 1 enemy is porn and not masturbation. I didn't realise until now that I am addicted to porn and not to masturbation. For my past nofap challenge I did some edging. I didn't do all the time but every third or second day. I neglect that habit of mine because I used to think until and unless I did a PMO I am safe. But I was doing PM without. Beacuse of edging I had two wet dream in 25 days. So I dicided that I won't just relapse I will keep on doing edging and stop my progress. Now I will consider watching porn a relapse. Doing edging also count as relapse. PM without O is a relapse. Now I will do this challenge from start and every time I watch porn or edging I will reset my counter re-start the challenge from start. I did a binge beacuse I can't just keep on edging. I relived myself my doing a relapse and starting over rather keep on watching porn.
I'm deciding to do the 14 days challenge first. Rather than 21 days I'll do 14 days challenge twice and then continue further. No specific reason for that, just looking for some change. All the best to all of you.
Don't be. It happened but you're not back to square one. And while I am at it: capitalize on that anger and build a strong streak back up.