Day 35 and 36 completed. Struggling these past two days with urges and edging close to relapse. Needed extra motivation to carry on. I will not fall back to old habits this time.
Day 4/90. Something in me knows I can make it now. I quit cigarettes when I was younger, around 22. It was a struggle for a while. I would reduce the number, then relapse. Abstain, then relapse. One day, I felt this was it. Trial and error had built my determination. I knew I didn't need it anymore. I never lit a cigarette again. This feels the same. I don't need it and I don't want it. I'm done with it.
