Totally agree here. I think that’s why I still feel absolutely terrible. I have my own internal demons and battles I need to fight and essentially “used” a camgirl to try and satisfy. I think she should absolutely look at me this way and vice versa. I do know that she was not manipulated into staying and could have left anytime she wanted to but the “money” component is something she never could have left. It’s terrible for both sides and a wicked game. I would say I hope one day the cam industry goes away and there is just porn out there but sex is a wicked addiction I’m learning and the industry will constantly be looking for ways to find more addicts.
I'm glad you realize how horrible the cam industry is actually, the whole sex industry is built on objectification, commodification and lack of proper choice. I urge you to look into sites like fight the new drug, they always explore such tragic stories. And you might learn a lot about ceorcive the porn/sex industry is. Trust me, the porn-cam industry are equally devastating and objectifying. If humans seek to live in stable societies, the sex trade should be obliterated as a whole. Men and women will always see each others as objects/predators if such a phenomenon (sex industry) continues to destroy their perceptions of one another. If the 'cam' industry deserves to be destroyed then the porn industry should receive the same courtesy. She focuses on money because she thinks it's the only thing that matters, after she feels everything is lost to her.
I’m on that site right now. Thank you for sending it my way. I’m definitely looking for a new resources to help guide me on my journey.
To be honest, it's not affection that I seek when entering in such a chat room . As a rule, whenever I feel like I need a connection I access a webcam site. Even though it's a bit more interactive than porn it's still not a huge difference. You should also remember that this girls do this for the money, they don't give a damn about you and your problems. As long as you keep donating to them they'll appear to be very close and open but it's all an illusion, you'll never meet them or date them. Plus who would want to date such a girl?
I was almost close to meet "my girl" but Covid stopped me, it's better like this, maybe I will be dead in the russian forest something like that Now I almost cured of this shit, but the way is long. It's very toxic and can be assimilated to hard drugs.