I f...ed up guys!! Sometimes just wonder if that is actually possible to reach 90 days? So much effort I've put and barely do 30 days. What's wrong with me... where's problem...?
You got this james! Thanks father! I'm also happy to see your 160! Keep up the good work! Thanks Mr. best!
Thanks I am going to go back on my old routine so I can fight this better I don’t want to go back to having a full fledged addiction so this is my last slip up I’m going the whole 90 this time I have to
Day 1/90 Tried cold showers for the first time in a long time and it was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. Now onto the next
Relapsed. Sorry guys i fall i relapsed i dissapointed to people who trust me sorry for this no excuses day 0 again
Ill have to give that a try. Sounds like a great idea, would of never of thought of something like that.
Day 1 of 90. Yesterday was day 1. I had plenty of energy yesterday, felt good for once. I thought about sex a lot but stayed busy until I had to work so didn't have any real urges. Day 2 of 90. Today is day 2. I felt pretty good again today, I had a strong urge this morning when I got off work but I was able to fall asleep before it got too bad. I did have a wet dream which haven't had one of those in awhile. After I got up for the day I haven't had any urges besides thinking about sex again. My sex drive the last two days has been really high. It seems to be all over the place, some days its not there and some days its super high. I feel like I have gotten out of my little depression funk, hopefully that stays away for awhile but seems to always come back at the 1 to 2 week mark.
1/90. Maan i just gave up after 29 days( But it was my first time, so this time i swear i will reach minimum 60 days.
Day 0 tomorrow I am going back to working on having full control today I was weak I’m not going to let this thing take me down I don’t want it in my life the last months have taught me how good life is without it I won’t lose I wish I had never came across this addiction but I must fight through the urges for the rest of my life I can’t be weak