Day 87, 2.088 hours of the rest of my life 3 days left It is hard. I'm trying to tell my brain it is forever, no O without my SO. But my brain is fixated on the finish lien and telling me: Yes We Can! No I will not!, Never. No surrender, no retreat. This too shall pass. Congrats @Pone & @bromor Well done! Keep it up and thanks for sharing and supporting. To true. I notice my brain keeps being fixated on sex because I report daily here. Precisely, onwards! It is not just about PMO Let me tell you, it can. Had it twice. Many, many orgasms (not complet just seminal fluid) for 20 minutes or so with me trying to stop it by relaxing, clenching etc. Nothing helped until I was totally worn out. SO was there and was, WTF!?! just like me.
Thanks for all the nice messages! I plan to start my new official streak again tomorrow In the mean time congrats to Pone! This is truly something to celebrate!
day 59 completed nearly 2 months completed a big achievement for me well slowly slowly my p problem is going hope my other problem also go and just move on from past and start new life again thank you guys for your support your post motivates me we all can beat this
Checking in Day 37 no MO Day 71 no P This past weekend was tough. Working hard and needed to switch off and get some rest. Seems when the body and mind are tired is the time when it seems the most natural & restful thing in the world to do is PMO. Thanks to visiting this site regularly and reading the excellent posts, I knew that this was a trick of the mind, but does anyone have tips on what to do if you are tired, need to down tools, and when exercise would just make you more tired? Basically too tired to do much, but at the same time don't want to fall into the state where PMO seems natural. Yesterday I watched one of those epic 60's movies and it at least distracted me for a while...
5/90 no PMO & computer games My brain is very smart I avoid every trigger I know so it found a way to make me angry on other people and start thinking about how useless nofap is and this time I don't feel again confident (like a last time) so I should give up. Screw you brain you dopamine addicted junk!
On day 90/90, I’ve decided that after midnight the final day is complete and I am allowed to O with a woman. Probably nog going to happen tonight but it might later this week.. I haven’t been this excited since I was a teen
Day 1/90 Total clean days - 22 Total PMO - 21 Total P - 2 Total hours remaining - 2131 1st Goal - 7 days Days remaining - 6 Goal completed - 0 I have to limit the time I spend on my mobile because that is the reason behindm relapse. Last time I only relapsed because I unblocked my porn blocker and did some surfing on porn sites watched some videos and then hold myself to not do a PMO. But then I watched a movie and relapsed on a sex scene. I will pathetic that what was I doing. Now I will never touch my porn block again. I will try minimize my time on mobile.
Day 10/90 Day 535 at attempting this challenge Day 184 weigh training (M, W, F) Day 2 Jogging (Tues &Thurs) Day 55 No caffeine and no alcohol Lifestyle: reduced desserts