I feel so stupid.... Relapsed again. Everytime I feel better the longer I am off porn and still I f'd it up. I threw everything out. Everything porn related I still had. A hard drive which I tucked away like Pandora's box. I hope it will be different this time. 0/90
Lovely points! Thank you for them! At 18th and 19th day I had exactly same emotional rollercoster! I felt depressed, low, lonely.... but i knew that after every rainy day/days theres sunny one to come and it did indeed. Trust me my friend once you pass those hard days.. you'll be stronger and more determined to crack on forward! Be like a warrior!
Day 17/90 almost done.. What do people do after day 90? Binging on PMO 'cause you made it would be the worst thing, right? So I would think you keep going.. but then today is not day 17 of 90, it's day 17 of the rest of my life. Or is that a bad way to look at it? Sorry if this is an obvious beginner question.
Day 20 no M, Day 125 no P! Relaxing today, so no motivation videos will be back with one tomorrow! Keep it going and keep yourselves busy even when relaxing!
Guys I made it 40 days, then I made a pretty dumb mistake so I have to reset. I'm disappointed in myself, but not much to do but start over right now. Day 0.
Day 11. Bloody Corona restrictions driving me mad. !@#$!@$!@$ Minor slip day before yesterday. After stumbling upon an innocent sounding reddit that wasn't so innocent, I briefly lost control. But I closed all tabs before seeing much if anything, and then walked away. Didn't count it as a relapse. Anyway, it was a good lesson to say "no" earlier on. And to not browse aimlessly!
Well done for 40 days! I'm not disappointed in you, because 40 days is pretty darn good. If you relapse once every 40 days per year, that's ehh.. 9 times per year? Not so bad at all. Either way, i'm sure you'll be able to do more than 40 days, and reach 90! Good for you for being honest and trying again.
