Checking in Day 13. This morning i felt less motivated but it's only temporarily. Self discipline is key! Let's keep going guys!
yes, those relapses are necessary, really. they show us why it´s vital to understand that nothing is under control. we follow our system = we stay sober we don´t follow our system = we relapse and many times we relapse out of sheer arrogance, "oh i got this, i can skip my daily plan today" and the next thing we notice our hand is in the pants. we got to be diligent, always.
Day 1: I think I’m coming down with a cold that my family has had the past week. I’m tired, sore, and have a bit of a cough. When I’m sick, I don’t think straight and am not on my guard. Perfect time for my addicted brain to take over. Ended up relapsing yesterday. Need to try and stay strong even though I’m sick. It’s been way too long since I made to a two week streak. I’m letting this addiction win and hate that.