Just checking in. Work has been crazy busy because of this virus panic going around. Day 29 of challenge, 39 overall. Holding firm in these trying times .
*hands you Vibroknife and Blaster* Welcome to Clan Mando! We all begin on day 0. See me on day 7 and I’ll add you to the roster.
Day 60. Diet is going really well, but I'm again on slippery terrain regarding PMO. It's like my brain is crying for some quick intense pleasure after it's third important source of said pleasure is gone - food. This tells me that the process of rebooting is far from over. I know the next week's are going to be really difficult, but my determination is as strong as ever. The vision of the best version of myself is so powerful and finally within my reach. There is no way I'm going to throw my progress away. P.S.: I've seriously decided to get a Mandalorian tattoo after I've reached my goals
Day Zero I let myself down. I feel like shit, but I still want to do this. Hopefully I can do better.
Day 30 of challenge, day 40 overall. It's getting tough. I'm going to take a few days off from work because of the social distancing. That's good because I can't slip from home. I'll post in when I can. Carry on my brothers.
Congrats on your armor upgrade! And well done prepping your mind for the battles ahead. I still have them from time to time, when I eat sugary foods or alcohol. It makes me hate the stuff because I don’t like the urges. Stay strong Mando! This is the way! No hopefully... CAN. What you say gives a hint to how you feel. Retrain your brain.. tell yourself you will beat it, and visualize yourself winning the battle over the urges. See yourself avoiding the triggers and going past your last streak. Well done Res, what’s the hardest day for you and how do you beat it, for those out there who are new to this? The Bible reading helps me too, let either of us know if anyone would like some suggestions, we know the really good ones. *fistbump...elbow bump??... Mandalorian fist to chest salute* hmm.. need to add a oxygen circulator to our armor upgrades to combat disease
its getting dark in my country its became the highest mortality for cov cases in south east Asia, our dollar exchange rate are almost same as the 1998 crisis, i dont know about how i do with ma job , some ppl on my office start not coming at work for some time without unknown reason...(probably the cov area quarantine) im so afraid to go to the gym but in the opposite of that i afraid relapse because i m not escalate this fap energy to positive action
I recommend reading the Proverbs in the Bible, there’s a free one on JW.org if you need it, and we translate into over 1000 languages. The proverbs has a lot of wisdom and can bring peace of mind when you meditate on the things there. There is also a awesome article about how the Bible foretold of this kind of “deadly plague” and what it means will soon happen. Its on the main page of JW.org. The nice thing about Bible reading is it can bring you closer to our creator, give us peace of mind in difficult times, and can give you hope for a better future. I hope it helps fellow Mando! Don’t give up, we are with you This is the way
Your moving on up, you’ll be a foundling in a few more days —————— Day 99 Time now passes so quickly for me, and I don’t waste it like I did pre-NoFap. I wish I had really wanted to learn this type of self control and reliance on God when I was young. I would envy the younger people here learning it, except I know that every person learns differently and each of us has to decide when we REALLY have had enough. We have to want it so bad, more than we want to orgasm. We have to want to be free more than we want to give in. It’s our choice. No one is enslaving us.. we are doing it to ourself. Once we realize that and accept our responsibility.. then we can really begin working on our personality’s, thinking and begin to heal the damage we’ve done. Life is made of time.. how much more of it will I waste? None! I honestly rather sit alone with my thoughts, watch water flowing... take a nap, walk down the street.. watch bugs or animals live... those things are healthier then PMO. Those things are simple... but they don’t waste time.