I am 26 yr old male. I am too much into porn. Now I am taking the steering of life in my hands. Please help me all. My journey begins: Day 0
Well its been 11 days since I last relapsed and I still am pretty unstable mood wise. Leaking is a huge problem for me still and it gets a lot worse around girls, but meh now I'm actually rather grateful I wasn't born extremely attractive or that extremely popular guy in high school. Most of those people get everything handed to them on a silver platter and never have to work for anything in their life.
Hi guys I just had a relapse the impulses were very strong since yesterday and I could not resist more, I feel worse than yesterday, I forgot everything I had achieved and I forgot this feeling that now I have that is of failure I feel very bad, I It happens that they forget how they feel after relapse?
Does anyone know if being sick affects reboot? I was feeling sick about the time I started my streak the other day and was just curious. Thanks.
I relapsed. I can't believe it. How? I don't know. I become such a primal animal when the conditions/environment is right for porn. When I get triggered, ,my primal evil devil side beast takes over and I can't seem to beat that. I saw my favorite fetish pictures (maybe a couple gifs) and it really just completely destroyed me. I need help. Even knowing how much I hate porn/fetishes , and how disgusting it is, I go back to it. I feel at times I am a man with no discipline. Help.
Now im going to feel shiity for work tommorow, and probably be anti-social because talking to others is boring to me after i relapse.