I felt lonely and disgusting this weekend. I isolated myself in my room with my laptop, instead of reaching out to the people I love. I'm trying to respond in more healthy ways now. Let's try this again! 0/3
So i guess this is day 2 for me. Didn't log in yesterday, but it's been pretty easy because it was such a busy weekend with work and parties for Halloween. Pretty much the only times i been at home i been either drunk late at night and wanted to sleep, or else fairly hung over and running late for work. If i can make through all day tomorrow i win!!
Day 1/3 Still a lot of brain fog. Had decent energy altough it doesn't come close to the energy levels I had when I was on my streak. Some mild urges but nothing too crazy.
I am becoming more aware through my failures. Contemplation is virtuous and has lead me to re-prioritize my mental health as my primary concern. I am grateful to this community for continuing to support my struggle. I'm not giving up. I don't care how much effort it takes. I'll get there with love in my heart for myself and those around me. This discomfort and guilt is beautiful and I am privileged to share it with you all. Day 0.
Day 2/3, If u can't run walk, If you can't walk crawl, whatever you do don't stop, keep movin' and that's what Nofap community Is all about. Thank you to everyone.
Day 2/3 Still got a bit of brain fog. I just can't think as clear and easy compared to when I was on my streak. I also see that my reaction time is a bit worse (noticed it in my PE class when we were playing tag). But all my social interactions went pretty decent today, altough there is still a lot of room for improvement.