great post my friend. love your point on not escaping your problems anymore. I'm in the fight of my life it seems. because im at a place where I know I can no longer have PMO in my life. I know all about escape thats what PMO was to me but like you said it leaves you hollow and not to mention the problems your facing really don't ever leave at all unless you face them and build a life where they no longer control you. thanks for the post inbox me if you ever want to talk more.