Daily check-in, 2 days have passed since the mother of all relapses. I truly believe that at some point I will achieve my goal of being completely free from PMO. I will stumble along the way, but that is part of the process. It is part of the process. Name a single person in this group who hasn't relapsed. We all do it. It is part of the process. Learn as much as you can from it and keep moving forward. Success is truly inevitable.
Sitrep: Some folks in the AP group relapsed. The problem is they're all on their 30+days. Weekend relapse is very common here. Unless you figure out the pattern(s), there's no freedom. Just because I'm 51 days I can still go back to day 0. It is easy to give up. Constant check in (especially on the weekend) is suggested. Remember the 1st order is to take charge of this life and all triggers in view, 4th is to sound off WHY you're doing this whenever you can. There's a old saying in the military "don't think just do." So just do it. Until nofap became my second nature. Stay clean folks! Happy message #90 to myself.