Telling a middle aged woman to "wipe" your old phone is not going to ring in her mind like it would for a millennial but when my mother got a new phone I had to transfer her contacts and pics/videos over to her new one. While moving the pics over I discovered that my mother had taken some nudes, while most sons would have been disgusted at the sight of their naked mother, I got an erection and nearly masturbated to the images. I have never had any sort of sexual relation with any family member, that sort of thing doesn't run in our family but when the thought came across my mind to add my own mother to the list of thousands of women I've masturbated to that's when I knew I had to get clean. I had to get this off my chest and I'm looking forward to working thru my issues with porn and masturbation addiction.
Porn addiction has escalated and taken control over your brain. Dont worry....work on getting it back.
The fact that I saw my own mother and it didn't register for me, scares me. I'm hoping that I'm not too far gone
I am not judging you. We all have done shitty things in the past. No point thinking of it now. Just remember that this happened because of the addiction side of your brain, the rational or your true self would not do that. So, just focus on recovery. so it will be all okay. Good Luck
That’s true! I was trying my best to think that maybe she took the pics with her face cropped out or something but damn