Have a good day. We are doing well. I'm on 52 days. Keep positive attitude at work and upbeat about life.
Checking in for another day. Sunday was a beautiful warm sunny day and while I was sitting in my car I saw a very attractive woman in summer wear from across the street. I smiled and told her in a friendly way that she was looking good. We ended up spending the day together. Later on she had a couple of drinks and we went to a motel, unfortunately I didn't like the effect the drinks had on her and I ended up going home. Nothing sexual happened and now I'm glad that it didn't. The point is that I felt comfortable and confident approaching her and definitely wouldn't have 2 months ago. I'm not sure how well everything would have worked if we would have went to bed together but I was confident enough to try. The reason I'm glad now that nothing happened is that I attribute alot of the positive changes in my life and in myself on the fact I haven't ejaculated in 51 days. I have a book by Mantck Chia on toaist love making where the man retains his semen and experiences what he calls a full body orgasm which I guess is less intense but very nice in a different way and there is no draining of energy like a regular orgasm . I would like to learn and master it . I really like the way i am feeling and don't want to lose it. One day at a time.
Proud of you bro.You have set yourself apart from many guys and raised the bar.She now knows you are a guy who is friendly but has his standards and she now has to prove herself to you.Awesome! If ever you want to avoid an argument with someone you need to use the following words...The story in my head, so you could text or call her saying when you started drinking a lot the story in my head is that you needed drink to express yourself . I don't know what happened but try these words to convey your feelings. It becomes very easy now for people to understand how you're feeling, see how far removed it is from how they themselves are feeling, and respond in a positive,non defensive way to put you both back on the same page. Anyway,nicely done.
I like the question that you pose regarding considering the consequences paying too much attention to that lady. It might seem like a small thing to ogle a lady for a short period of time but it could start a chain reaction of events in our mind and reach a point of no return.
You're welcome brother! I like his candor in the book. It is raw and no nonsense. I hope it inspires you even more. I have been inspired so much.
I am down with a cold and I don't know where I got it from. Feeling groggy this morning, with a fever, headache, clogged chest, running nose and incessant coughing. The only thing to cheer this morning is one month NOPMO. Now to sleep!
Try cold showers. I haven’t been sick since I started with them 11 months ago. I also stopped with hot showers but I guess that is up to you
Day 365/365 April 10th, 2018 was day Zero, and April 11th was my first full day of nofap. What a trip.
Guys I'll masturbate now. My urge is too strong, I'll fap without porn to resist and meanwhile my No-Porn days will not be affected. I can not carry on in these conditions.