Just failed again. About to fall asleep and got possessed by a feeling of ‘fuck it all’. Went straight on a cam site bought credit and did the deed to the first model I came across. I’m a weak idiot. Can’t stay away. This is my confession in the immediate aftermath.
Use the way you are feeling right now to motivate you and strengthen your plan. Next time you are feeling that way come, grab one of us and talk it out. You can do this.
This is just a step in dealing with a powerful addiction- you can do it!! Keep taking steps away form your addiction.
Thanks Freddie - I appreciate the offer. Will do. I have an immediate issue in the aftermath in that I have 3 hours credit with the site. I never forget this - it’s easier for me to quit when I close the account and have nothing otherwise it’s too easy to just falter and log on. Can’t donate the credit due to site restrictions so just need to run it down. Which usually involves a bit more action. What would you recommend to do?