maybe you need extreme measures to help you go by the first days. try not to be alone, or get out of the house, or put the electronic devices out of the house, create a physical barrier brother. you need it.
3 days out, 87 to go. this for the brothers that are struggelling to (re)start. don´t waste time my brothers, raise your head and take the first step by realizing: "i don´t deserve this zombie life, this sadness, this fatigue, this fear, this tension. I´m a man goddamnit , my life has value!!!!"
oh gosh. It's getting harder and harder every day. Today, I almost relapsed, twice. It has been 3 weeks already. I don't feel like I can continue.
I also felt bad at yesterday night. Two times I just hangout on the YouTube and some sexy ads pop-up. I drove my eyes away from my phone and pressed the home button. After that, I tried to call a video to my girlfriend and told some funny things happened in the daylight. Oh my god. I almost relapse. You could overcome yourself. Bless you
Day one completed[few hours and it'll be]. Had a great day. Decided the fight plan against this beast[ of course with big support from you guys].
Relapsed I just did binge today. It happened of nowhere. I was on my mobile surfing internet and want to watch some nudity and removed my pornblock and there I made a big mistake. I was fapping one after another until i got tired and stopped. Learnt a new lesson no matter what never go near a pornblock.
Day 47/90 Another day to bury this nasty habit I can slowly feel my mind drifting away from this terrible thing I see nudity on TV and I don't react to it, it's just pixels on a screen there's no way I will let it affect me My friend showed me shows with lots of sexual content but as long as there's no simulated intercourse I'm ok Also, becoming the master of not touching myself, giving zero attention to my erections and they just go away with time I also have fantasies creeping in now and then but I try not to give attention to them These feelings of desire come and go like waves on a beach, all I have to do is wait them out and they will pass with time Have blessed day everyone and take care of yourselves!
