Hi Im Djsupermonk I am a 29 year old man who is tired of the guilt and shame of masturbating. I have been able to take on many bad habits such as weed, smoking, and drinking, but the one that I have yet to defeat is porn. It is a true addiction, a disease that has spread its filth among many young men, draining us of our power and our will. It sickens me. It is by far the hardest addiction that I have battled. I wanted to join this community for a much needed support group and motivation to go on. Women are so beautiful and its very hard to resist the allure of a tantalizing woman, but it comes at a price. Im tired of throwing my seed away. I'm ready to defeat this disease once and for all. I come to you as a brother and as a man who desperately needs help and support. I refuse to allow this filth to alter my mind and body any longer. Ive been a victim of this disease for 12 years, I know the road ahead is gonna be hard, but this time I am determined.
I'm with you man. Still get urges to watch porn after abstaining from masturbation for a long time. I made the mistake of watching porn occasionally during my abstaining, it was still keeping my addiction alive. I want all the pornographic images and memories out of my head. We're in this together.
Thank you so much brother, its the images that we polluted our minds with that haunt us daily. I am praying for the day that horrid imagery flees me. Its sick!