Day 1/365 on this forum's clock. Day 8 on my own and already feeling like a herd stud when around women (just physically though, my mind tells my little fella that its rude to be so quick to arise and that these are someone's daughters, not pieces of meat.)
I'm doing ok, it's not very hard when you have others things to do. I'm running and doing pull-ups every day, i'm trying to be more disciplined than a samurai. The army experience helps, the things that they teach you is helpfull with this king of shit.
I've been doing alot of cals the last 5 days _ pushups, pull ups, squats, bridges and the like. I want to get my body and mind in "fighting shape" and an added benefit is that it's a great way of dispelling anxiety, something I've been feeling alot of lately. Keep up the workouts.
Having some pretty strong urges the last couple hours off and on. I started thinking about a girl I had a FWB relationship with years ago and that got the wheels rolling. I even tried looking her up online, I don't know why since she is in Chicago and I moved to California Years ago. I'm putting the computer in the car to distance myself from temptation. This always seems to help. Good night
Perhaps there is a fun project you could get your mind involved in that has nothing to do with sex, but still delivers pleasure. For me it might be planning a vacation trip to an incredibly beautiful natural area for a hiking experience. The project would get your mind off the object of your temptation until it has time to fade into oblivion.