The Race to 90 - To the victor goes the title

Good question, Hones answer is not much. I workout a few times each week. I try to stay busy. And I post here. But when these emotions come around I don’t have a real effective way to handle them.

 

Welcome Game4g! It is great to have you!

 

Jefe, this is perfect for me! I really do need more connections. And yes I am really thinking about looking at other jobs. But I really need to do some more things that aren’t so about me. I will check out the local hospital and see if the will let me volunteer.

 

Day 14 of 90: It was the best of days and it was the worst of days. So today my mind was wondering all over the place! I mean it was not good at all my thoughts were all around MO after my workout today. But I made it through that hour and then the next. It feels so good to feel like I am getting a little bit mentally stronger each day. Today I was looking at a dating app and for the first time in a long time I wasn’t looking with a focus on just sexually appeal. But instead I was interested in real people with real feelings and hope and dreams of their own. That being said I know I need to focus on just these next 24 hours because even now my mind is wondering to PMO. I believe in myself and I believe in each of you.

 

Thanks bud!!

 

Day 15 of 90: Wow, another 24 hours. It feels crazy good to make it another day. Today was really good I got a hair cut and I am looking fresh. I got some work done and now here I am with great news that I made it through another 24. How are you guys feeling?

 

6/90
Feeling good.. did not get much work done today but overall happy with the no PMO.. had few mental images and urges but was able to overcome them..

 

great stuff guys. Yesterday was good, but I'm going to keep very humble until I have a few more days on this streak under my belt. My main focus right now is keeping busy - so far so good!

 

Hi there I love to join this challenge. I wish to be 90 days free of PMO. My day counter is 0 days so far so 90 to go.

 

Welcome tierdofit1.. lets do this.. 1 day at a time

 

Thanks for putting in the effort Jeff.. salute

 

Thank you for allowing me in this challenge.

 

Hey Tiredofit1, welcome it is great to have you. I’m excited that you have joined the team.

 

Oh yeah, I have those too. One minute everything is normal and the next I got images in my mind and I am freaking out. Although there is a lot less freaking out now. Plus it give me something to post about overcoming.

 

Day 16 of 90: Another 24 hours what a sweet goal. Today was a good day when it comes to PMO no flashbacks. But I have to admit that I jokingly made a poorly natured joke to one of my roommates and then the conversation went down hill from there. I felt so stupid, I started a trigger filled conversation! It was like lightning a match know you are covered in gasoline. So stupid! So I then had to stop the conversation and admit that it was my bad.

Today was also a strange emotional day for me. The best way I can discribe is that I took ownership for all of my thoughts and crap in my life. Kind of a disorienting blow to my ego.