One year is a huge accomplishment, well done dude. If I ever take a peek at porn, I couldn't resist to pmo, but you managed to not MO even watching porn. Now I believe you can erase pmo once for all from your life.
Well Done mate thats really positive, Ive been clean for a while, no wet dreams and no GF but my worry is that one wet dream and ejaculation might bring on my anxiety and depression I was getting from porn and masturbating again. So the thought of having sex or wet dream is a little disturbing as i dont want these negative emotions back.
Yes...... but to be honest....."testing" is sometimes risky.... But thank God I was able to survive it...... That's why I think masturbation will never be a problem for me And now that experience is helping me to remove porn
Yes.....excess of wet dreams are disappointing But I have just 7-8 in complete 1 year And I have also observed that I feel urges after every wet dream
Good luck on your progress, brother. Perhaps you should change your signature to "meeting my goals" because the first prerequisite is not met of no P-M-O, since you were watching P quite often until recently. I can promise you that the wet dreams will increse exponentionally after you stop watching porn, which is a great sign. Believe it or not - in this streak I had probably somewhere between 20-50 wet dreams alone with my max being 5-6 in just one week! It was really annoying at the beginning but you'll eventually get used to it.
Thanks Actually I looked for the option M O in badge but porn was with both of them Ok now I will change it to meeting my goals 20-50 wet dreams......holy shit That's too much... . In month of July I had two wet dreams one after the other Interestingly some of my wet dreams were non sexual.....which is quite strange
It is extremely much year - but necessary after all. Some could be avoided (maybe) while some just had to be. Good luck on your new journey, really glad that you've choosen that path!
No....I think it's difficult to avoid wet dreams..... It's usually the time which heals it Thanks ..... good luck to you too May God help us all in this path....
Thanks a lot bro But I must tell you that your journal is my one of my favorites here The way you describe your journey is very inspiring for me And we share our common liking towards swami Vivekananda
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Hey man, great post. Today is my 104th day and I must admit that I too have watched porn several times throughout my streak, even quite recently. But I honestly don’t think you should feel bad about it. In most of my cases where I watched porn during this streak, it was because I felt like I was so close to relapsing and I felt like I only had 2 options - watch porn or watch porn and masturbate, so I don’t regret my choice. Also, I feel like many of us, like me for instance, get so caught up in solving these problems of ours, like quitting masturbation, then moving on to the next problem that needs solving, that when we have one little set back we feel horrible. We forget how difficult it was to even get where we are now. We need to remember that the first step (in your case it’s stopping masturbation) being accomplished is already BIG. Don’t be too hard on yourself, cut yourself some slack. You’ve managed to quit masturbation and massively reduce your amount of time spent watching porn. You’re stronger now. You can now begin to try and stop watching porn completely too. Remember - don’t be too hard on yourself, look at how far you’ve come.
Congratulations on your 104th day... Yes I agree with you...... masturbating to porn is like losing everything which we achieved...... watching porn alone gives us the satisfaction that we didn't orgasm.... Yes I am happy about my streak.....we both can relate to each other..... Yes ... masturbation was my major problem....and now my complete focus is to eradicate porn Step by step recovery is easy..... And ya I am not being hard on myself.....I just wanted to tell you guys the truth regarding my recovery...... And I hope we both cure ourselves from this addiction.... Cheers
P is the worst part of PMO, not the MO, that's why well adjusted people have sex but don't watch porn. Sounds like you have done well practicing self control not MOing, and it's looks like its time for you take a step up and stop the P now.