does thinking or imagineing of your porn induced fetish in your mind and you get some what horny does that mean that you actually like it or no?
Not necessarily, your mind is latching onto what you see in porn. It is an escalation issue where it keeps try to find the next more outrageous thing.
You’d only really know if you like it if you tried it and lots of things seem cool in pornos but don’t end up being the same in real life