Starting day 2. Day 1 didn't hold any big struggles for me. Three foundational hairsh I'm committing to: getting enough sleep, daily walking/exercise and checking in here. I need to develop a few connections here, and it's be good if I could find an accountability partner. Until tomorrow...!
It's been a week since my last reboot and am feeling pretty good about myself again. The urges haven't been significant. Going to this website and commenting on other people's logs helps me stay focused.
Day 60 of 90. Last few days has been rough. Almost thought about giving up. But I've came to far. Seems like my past is coming back to haunt me. Buy I'm going to get thru it.
Just hang in there. It will get better. I also sometimes feel like that and I think we all do at times. Give yourself some kind of treat perhaps in keeping with being kind to yourself. Do something that makes you happy.
14/90 This weekend has been tough for feeling my feelings...like @Cowboy72 I sometimes feel like giving in but I do want to feel what it feels like with 90 days no PMO and I can't feel that if I give in before that.
Day 52/90 I meant to post last night, but didn't. Feeling VERY low this morning - had my measurements with my trainer, and while I had put on 3 kilograms, the main issue was that I ended up eating an entire cake over a period of about 4 days. I baked it for a friend of my wife's who was in town, and despite it being known about, no effort was made to collect from me during their entire stay (the logistics didn't permit it). I didn't really know this friend, but they were visiting from Spain, so I thought I'd be nice and bake something. I ended up eating the whole thing (4,853 calories) because no one else was going to. Needless to say, I am thinking that having a good tug might feel briefly better. Not a long-term fix, but then again, I haven't seen the long-term fix I was hoping.
Day 13 of 90. I am doing well. The urges yesterday were strong, idk why, but I managed to surpass them. My body didn't want to go through the bad habits and actually cooperated with me. I'm also developing new habits like Reading, washing the fishes/cleaning the house and many more. 87 days left to go!!!