I can't believe I'm back to 0 again. I thought for sure this time I was going to make it through. Got farther than I have in many months. This time at least I can take some comfort in knowing that I fought it. But I need to get my emergency plan set if I'm going to make it through to the next rung of this ladder.
Relapsed. Starting again. Got cocky after like 40 days and originally succeeding with this challenge. Day 1/30.
4/30 Woke up of bed as fast as I could today! Thanks Community! @TheFlash123 I really like your signature, it is such a great idea!
day 1/30 I almost relapsed but willed myself to look at the panic button. It saved me. I also got some really good stuff out of it to motivate me.
Day 8/30 Yeah, 2468, that button comes in handy to remind you that this addiction is incredibly prevalent and strong.
hahaha great i really thanx to my higher power for today i complete 51 days in recovery from Porn and masturbation and today is my clean date from drugs i am clean today 101 month many many thanx uummaahhhh