Welcome to my world today 109 what you need to do is get a surfboard Imaginext and hop on that and enjoy the ride because that's all you can do with that you'll get better at it as time goes on it's your brain and your body in the chemicals that you've been putting it through going through detox mine still doesn't know but it makes me feel good not bad for the first 30 days it can be very very bad they're having laboratory rats it will kill themselves just stay on that high and even go to an electrical shock to get it but will avoid food and water. The one distinction is they get less and less and they get better and trust in God and your process and you'll make it fine this will make you stronger don't go to the weak side God bless
day 173 It can be done. Nofap is not an easy process but it can be done. Don't focus too much on pmo, focus on the life you want, on the person you want to be, on your dreams, take consciusness of them and then act to conquer them. You could say me it is to tell these things but I passed urges, temptations, depression but i tried only to break the cycle of addiction and enjoy life. When I have an urge I go simply in the park and I leave it flow away. Do something in the middle of an urge, but something easy, as a walk out of house. Together it can be done but remember it is not a linear process, it takes time, moments of depression of loneliness but in those moments we must resist and do not listen to the lies the brain tells to make fall us in the hell again
Day 5 Challenge Check in Yesterday, Sunday, was tough - but busy and ok today. Demonstrates to me once again that you do not die if you resist an urge!
Thank God right now I'm having those surges of masterful power I feel like I could put a cape on and fly this would be that superpower thing right and then super emotional right now too he my lunch in my truck God bless you bro I am currently helping a female in this struggle also getting a very interesting perspective from that it would be nice if we could all be in the same form and talk like that but people probably freak out
Day 7. Finally a week, feels nice! Today have been a bad day to be honest. urges just grow so strong. Feeling helpless..
24th day second check in for today. Nearing the end of day for me and I had a major war with myself for the better part of the day. Though my productivity went out the window, I'm glad to say I resisted and feel stronger for it. Now that I'm feeling better and stronger, I am focusing on making up for my lost time by working my butt off.
40 Days I made some pornographic dreams last night. Danger has always been with me. I must be vigilant at all times. I had been addicted to pornography for too long, nearly 20 years. It's buried deep in my brain. Take care of children, exercise, do housework, start a day's life. Yes, it's morning in China. Bless you all
Good evening everyone doing pretty well today very busy still working on my 11th hour probably get 12 today won't have too much time with my wife tonight I've been actually helping a young lady throughout the day in a conversation on nofap with her issues. And I feel blessed that I was able to assist her in that and she felt comfortable enough to let me know what's happening and she is a Christian I feel very blessed that I was able to help her I hope everybody is doing well I'm going to hit day 110 tomorrow I have not heard from my wife that's not good I don't feel the same thing good going on because of that it's very unusual for my wife not to communicate. I don't do well when I don't know what's happening or where I'm going just like with anything in my life sometimes it's better to just let go and stop trying to control things you got to make sure that God's got things this is his flight I'm just here as a passenger God bless everyone talk to you in the morning
Today sucked, after having so much energy I felt completely drained, but I'll get back up to where I was before and will go further. Don't give into temptation everyone, it feels good in the moment but the hellish feelings after are far more significant and last much longer.
You're developing a new character with new positive mindset and intentions and disconnecting from the old, comfortable and familiar bad habits and behaviours. This is bound to create some kind of internal turbulence and unease - but its good, it shows there is a transformation happening. We cannot grow and improve from the safety of our comfort zone - we have to transcend the comfort boundary and experience discomfort and even pain. But its worth it..
Are you going to join us? Are you doing hardmode pmo? If so you need to change your counter that way okay if you reply to that would be awesome and then it will add your name the power of the people God bless
Day 110 yesterday was a rough day very long my energy was steady up until the 10th hour the last true 2 hours I kind of dragged around had some emotional times last night cuz what's going on with my son otherwise I know that God has got him. Looking forward to the future and what it holds no urges at all today I think that's because of a little bit of a different brand of stress yesterday to the trials and tribulations of this thing's I know that there is much more to come I stand for ever committed so the process to infinity and beyond God bless you each and every one morning check-in complete
Let's have a great day so let's make sure we're checking in regularly I'll check in 3 times a day let's do a roster check