I saw “The Secret” movie, crafted after the book of Rhonda Byrne. I got motivated. That motivation lasted for a year. I saw motivational videos by Tony Robbins. I got motivated. That motivation lasted for some months. I saw inspirational TED Talks. I got motivated. That motivation lasted for some days. I followed motivational and inspirational blogs on Instagram. I got motivated. That motivation lasted for some hours. Nothing lasted forever. Then one fine day, I stopped looking for motivation somewhere else. I looked within myself. I made myself clear about what I wanted in my life. I made myself habitual with all the odds that I might face in the process of achieving my goals. I made my mind prepared for everything that life was going to throw at me after choosing what I wanted to do. I became sure of what I wanted from my life. How do you stay motivated? Stop relying on external factors that motivate you. Don't let any Instagram account, any video, any person and any book be the source of your motivation. Look at yourself. Prepare your mind for whatever you want. Let the odds come. Let the problems arise. Just smile, and solve. And still when you feel low, remember that it's a sign of being a human being. At that time, appreciate the little wonderful things around you. Feel good about having them by your side. Smile. And, rise again.
DAY 22 Last few days were very boring. I had no work to do. Still, I didn't even think of watching porn. I don't know why I am feeling this way. In my past attempts to leave PMO, I had to stop the urges continuously. But now I don't have those urges to take my dick out and start masturbating. That's the power of belief friends. In my earlier attempts to leave PMO, I decided that I will not watch porn for x days. But this time, I decided that I am not going to watch it in my entire life. I decided that I am not going to watch the porn again. I told myself that it will be harder for me(as I don't have a girlfriend ). Even if my day is going bad, even if no one is at home, no matter if I am using the internet at 12 am, I am not going to watch porn. I made strong commitments. Then I came here and saw people who have already achieved the goal I want to achieve. That was a confirmation that the commitments that i made are not impossible. 22 days of STRONG.
In for a journey of 2 years at least. This is for longevity, health and working at higher efficiency to reach my life goals. 1/365. Let's do this!!
37/365 I don't want to do anything today. That's it. I have to learn to relax myself, before I do too much harm to myself. I need to make up for myself, I need a rest. God, please guide me in the future Bless you all