Relapse... Defeat?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by suicidal101, Jun 30, 2018.

  1. suicidal101

    suicidal101 Fapstronaut

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    honestly, I can't keep my triggers from, well, triggering me. Sometimes I think, 'maybe I can just watch a little porn and all will be well' but then I fall into the PMO cycle and I feel completely and utterly finished in my fight against this disgusting addiction. I say it's disgusting because it is so unnatural. It's supposed to be two people making love, not a teen watching two people/one person getting paid to have sex. I'm fed up with my head. Self harm has appeared like a ghost in the night. Oh how I hate everything.
     
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  2. Identifying triggers has been very helpful for me. One you know what you triggers are, it is easier to avoid them.

    I encourage many people on NoFap to read a good book. It is a good source of entertainment and it helps me spend less time online; where most of my triggers come from.

    Overcoming this addiction is a difficult process, but it is going to be worth it.
     
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  3. leppardfan25

    leppardfan25 Fapstronaut

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    I completely agree,a good book can be the best guard :)
     
  4. Selfcontrol1

    Selfcontrol1 Fapstronaut

    Dude... Sometimes I feel that breathing is a trigger. Freaking sucks
     
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  5. suicidal101

    suicidal101 Fapstronaut

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    I feel the same way. It's stupid.
     
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  6. suicidal101

    suicidal101 Fapstronaut

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    I definitely have a hard time with internet addiction as well. It's life limiting. I agree that getting away from it should help. Thank you!