Today a bit harder because of some urges, but I was able to control them. Day 4/14. Only 10 more days to go!
Day 1 was tough yesterday, but I made it through. I've had one particular scene on my mind from a video I used to watch. It's done little to help sobriety. It's constantly about thought stopping, and replacing it with something beneficial. It's tiring, but doable. Day 2 has been stressful so far (very chaotic morning with my children), but the sun just began to shine. I'll take it as a sign that things are moving in the right direction.
Day 8 of 14!!!!!!!! Today was the first time during this new streak that I felt a slight urge to masturbate, but luckily due to outside influences that urge never grew much stronger.
The last few days have been rough for me.I have constantly relapsed over Instagram pictures and it seems I feel lost already. But today,I choose to take my stand and stop this for good.