Day 3 of 7 successful. So far, SPAM REMOVED (spam code #001) - REPORT TO MODERATION. Check out my journal here: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...meohmys-public-accountability-journal.170817/ I hope it's okay to post that link there. If it's not, I would be happy to remove it.
4/7 I've decided to weave this "hard mode" No PMO challenge (adhering to all the stated guidelines including no edging or O from any source) into my program.
I made it! Wasn't able to log on for a few days but I made it all 7 days! I am actually on day 10/7. God is great and has provided me the strength to do so. The fight has not yet been won but I will still continue to work hard and diligently!
Day 3 done, day 4 is here. Today is usually when I fail. Like clock work. Feeling strong though, with a full schedule. No time for pmo
Bahhh i just did. I’m taking a final exam on a tablet that I didn’t block google on. (Parental restriction IS on, but If I type in something like Big Bangbros in the search engine, and go to images, I can find still pictures). So I fuckin did. Thankfully I stopped 5 min in. Going on a bike ride now. The final exam is a sure trigger for me, i’m Finding my avoidance response is to go look a porn. I want to avoid the challenging thing and look at porn, it’s like a reflex. I noticed it a few years ago when I was journaling, I wanted to say fuck it and look at porn. positive note . I’m 9 days pmo free out 14 days. That’s progress. And i’m Stopping my self instead of saying fuck it, which is progress. Starting over
