Day 1. Here in Australia it’s the first of April and it’s Easter Sunday! Starting of this streak the right way
Well day one was surprisingly easy, I know it will get hard but I feel that I occupied myself more today and maybe that’s why I did so well with my urges! This is a constant battle but I think I am ready! I can’t wait to take on Day two!
Day 2 of 14! Today also marks a personal milestone for me as it’s the first time I’ve reached 9 days (in total, not just including this challenge) without any type of PMO. Prior to nofap my record was 8 days. Here’s to many more days to come!!!
It seems after that slip up I feel strong in my resistance. It’s not to say that so I can cop out. I still need to keep my guard up. Day 10 and I love it.
Day 9 I struggled with some fear today. I was building a bunk bed for my kiddos. Something as small as the heads being stripped off of the old hardware sent me down a spiral -- feeling not good enough, wanting to act out. A simple trip to the hardware store corrected the issue. My desire is to trust myself and trust my relationship with God, so I can skip the "I am not good enough, so freak out" step of that process.
