Day 4/30 Pretty busy again. Found myself fantasizing about this girl from class. Felt an urge to check her out on Facebook. Decided not to.
20/30 Today after class I went out with friends, at night i was studing, and afterwards watched catholic answers. Going to bed now.
Relapsed again - every time I relapse it just leads to more relapses smh. Back to day 0 - I really gotta stop this
Bro you can do this! Every relapse is an opportunity to learn and apply something new. Don't hate yourself for the relapse, love yourself for trying to recover, for making the effort to go even one day.
Day 12 in the bag. I feel like I’m barely holding on without MO. I just want relief! How do i de-escalate after being so lustful?
Been pretty absent lately and things haven't been going well. Restarting as of Sunday, so day 3 for me
4/30 So far so good. My immediate goal for this challenge is to get through the weekend without MO. I have totally given up on P and P-Sub, Although sometimes the craving for P-Sub comes up.
The 16th day passed. It was so difficult. I am alone in a hotel room since yesterday and the erotic facts happened around me as described above, turned me on. I managed to say no and to concentrate on other things. I watched video cilps with children playing with pets, car crashes, played war games, but managed to go to another day.