day 5 , boom i m happy to type this i just want share one thing sometimes in this process you will get ill also and mind will say lets give up and see some porn to have pain releif but dont do that go to docter take medicine porn is not a pain reliefer dont go for temporary pleasure
6/30 In the morning I was at school, after school I gamed for a while, in the evenings i played soccer, and at night watched soccer . Going to bed now.
Day 11; so just told the girl I’ve been speaking to for a while that I have to end communication because it’s heading in a direction I’m not ready for. Evaluating where I’m at in life and putting my needs before others is happening. Sure every instinct in my body is telling me to continue to seduce her but my intentions aren’t right and I know as soon as I get her I’ll just stop talking to her because I would have gotten what I wanted