This is a battle between the dopamine in my head and my logical brain. Logic says 'stop'. Dopamine says 'I need it'. Last few weeks I have been very unsuccessful. 2-3 days then back to PMO. I need to stop. It's unhealthy. --- Just deleted some new P I had accumulated. Mr Dopamine wants it... but it's unhealthy and not the person I want to be. It was also holding me up with my studies that I wanted to do. I'm back on this challenge.
Day 14/14. @2525 Challenge done. Moving to bigger challenges. Quote: "It's always the same thing. It's when you start to become really afraid of death that you learn to appreciate life." - Stansfield from Léon The Professional
14 days, @2525 i completed the challenge. i started thi challenge with great energy, clearer mind, no foggy mind, after the 7 days challenge. I had as purpose to have more connection with others. i can say i got my first job, it is wonderful and i start to connect with my collegues and i try to be more symphatetic with friends, in family. i still have to work about that, to have the will to be with others and improve my social skills. So let's go to the next challenge , 21 days, with the will to enjoy life
Day 0 of 14. Can't even make it 2 days lately. I need to dig deeper. There's absolutely no way I'm this weak; this much of a mental midget.
Day 0 Let's do this again.. Relapsed yesterday. Will hit day 1 in a couple of minutes so technically I start on day 0 haha..