Officially day 1, once again. If I can't convince myself to make it 2 weeks, that's just fucking pathetic.
how much longer will it take. i can't get erections without porn. even with a girl kissing and grinding. i'm not sure how it will keep up.
11 or 12 / 14 All good here. Thoughts of P are diminishing, though little memories of past habits still pop up for a second.... but then Im reminded about how deviststing porn can be and what it can lead to.... I realize, I am lucky to have a second chance.
Relapsed again.. Ugh. This time I'm fuckin pissed!! I've been on this challenge for 2 fucking months. This is it. Getting through tomorrow, then the next day, and the next until i complete this fucking challenge. Life is too damn short and I got too much shit I want to do to waste my life pullin my god damned bird. Fuck.
In the middle of Day 4. Last one and a half days have tested my mental strength a lot. Need to keep away from the urges.
Day 0 yesterday i got a little bullied in college, and got realy depressed, so i relapsed, thinking its d only way to get rid of depression