zero again... I am so frustrated and disappointed I feel like crying hope tomorrow is a better day: it must be.
It's really hard to start again at zero, but you have to continue. Eventually you would be able to do it. I have been there a lot and hoping that I can pull this challenge. I have actually tried stopping a lot in the past (I have been into PMO for about 6 years) and hoping to get it to an end. Sorry about talking so much but I know how you feel and appreciate that you share your experience with us.
Look around a bit and learn from those who have been through this. Be honest with us an let us encourage and challenge you. You can do this!
2/14 was at school in the morning, got home in the afternoons. ate and played some video games. i slept and woke up to study, after studding watched a soccer game.
Day 14/14————nope. M&O but no P, and that’s a huge accomplishment for me. I didn’t actually have any desire to watch porn and I still don’t I was just flirting very suggestively with a girl who I’m going to be seeing in coming weeks. Counter reset to day 1, but I’m not even remotely depressed about it. Not having an interest in porn is a big deal for me.
P : 0 Days M : 0 Days Sm : 0 Day... Sb : 0 Day... Top Record : P : 12 Day - Fail 5 M : 12 Day - Fail 5 Sm : 2 Day... - Fail 4 Sb : 4 Day... - Fail 7 REWARD at Day 8th : RAMEN & LUP LUP... Yummy... (1 times only).... Tonight Let's Grab it! --- I Got it!!!! REWARD at Day 12th : Print you blog epub ---- New REWARD at Day 15th : Travel by 200K, you can go to DUFAN, Watching Movie, or go to Center of Java by Train, absolutely for you! FUN!!!! Or ask your wife for self treatment... REWARD at Day 22nd : 500K Just for Free!!! For your FREEdom! You can buy game station, you can go to outbond place, you can sleep on the Hotel! One of them available for your NEW Life!!!! You can print your Blog!!! I just failll... and I cry
