Day 9, I can tell today is going to be tough. Had a dream hotter than any porn I've ever seen... doing my best to get it out of my head; going to work in an hour so that'll be a good distraction. I can already feel the excuses creeping into my mind; "that dream was practically like watching porn you might as well". The mind tricks are almost laughable when you see them for what they are...
hang in there @Arc12 ... stay strong!!!! After each min , hour , day it gets better and you become a better version of yourself... hope you are doing well !!!
Guys I am checking in again today !!! All of my recent relapses have come at the weekend when i have too much time on my hands... I'm putting it out there , that I will get through this weekend with no PMO.... All support is welcome.... Hang in there & fuck P !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Checking in day 112 no relapse I don't even think about P anymore. Every once in a while a random thought might occur but it nothing I can't beat back. All in all kickin ass taking names and haven't stopped movin so that 180 days is just around the corner
Wonderful! 180 days are just around the corner indeed! Keep on going strong! Update: Day 50. I feel that I can endure more, mentally and physically. Stay strong! /Baldur
Urges and temptations are popping up. I realize i reach uncharted territory and will have struggles. Keeping level head.
Shoot, I wake up and need an advice: is that a relapse? Technically it was a wet dream. But in it I was browsing some kind of catalogue of sexual videos top 10 of something, and there was one that made me climax right there and then. And in the dream i felt like I have browsed, and I have M-ed to P. So, should I let my streak go, and count it as a relapse?
I relapsed in the weirdest way. Was in the middle of a kickboxing session and suddenly my balls started to ache to crazy to the point where I felt pyhsically sick. No matter, will try to brush it off as a minor disruption in the grand scheme of things