Hi everyone, relapsed Sunday, started fresh but haven't checked in until today, does my day count for this challenge start back to day one ? lmk, Thanks!
Day 0 Fail, I just see one of scene of movie "side effect" and this bad things, happen again... I have so bad feeling after that, I just want try again, hope it will success
Hallo All, This is my 0 days... Tonight I got bad things, I don't want to die with this suck condition, I want to stop it, fixed it before I meet my God, I absolutely not ready if my family, son, wife, student know about this bad habit, I want to strive for the best.
My eighth day. Despite so many unhappy things happened, I still fill hope when I realize this challenge has been complete.
Day 0: Today I went back to square one I didn't have a relapse per say but having struggled the last few days in the way that I have I want to start fresh. The porn blocker app I have on my phone doesn't work on my Ipad so I'm going to trade in my tablet soon for a newer one that will support the app as I feel it is the only way I can get some good traction going.
Well, I decided that it was best for me not to visit this website and spend too much time on it now. Today is Day 4 for me. I have no urges what so ever. I found that spending time on the site and reading other's addictions made me imagine those nasty fetishes and made me crave them. That's terrible. Furthermore, I believe that seeing all the people on the forums with these low day counts, struggling to get past one week made me think "it's okay for me to be in this, look at all the other guys who can't do it." This place is not a bad place at all, and I really appreciate it. However, I don't think that this is the place for me if I want to keep myself from relapsing. I'm gonna stay away from the forums for now, maybe check in once in a while i'll pop back in. Good luck to you all!
Sorry buddies. I have failed three times since I started this challenge. This time I will not fail. I'll start again. Day 0. Good luck, friends.
For me this site is very useful. Now I was in great need, but reading your comments I managed to force me. Without you I would have fallen. Your testimonies are very important to me. Even those who do not succeed. Guys, my thoughts are with you, I know it's tough. Try, try, do not give up. I love you all. We will be better people.
