"Completed Day 6" - "Starting Day 7" (total 51 days) Haven't seen both of my APs online lately. One of them is having trouble with the hurricane, and the other struggles with this horrible PMO habit. I guess I just need to hang in there for a while. One of my other user friends relapsed, which sucks, I wish I could've been nicer to my friends on here, but I guess I'm just being a bit harsher than I need to be. No urges, but depression as usual. I guess I should've expected it to be this way. I'm still feeling vary committed, and ready to deal with any urges that come my way. :\
Day 8 completed. I had strong urges to PMO but I overcame them using panic button. As soon as my mind was diverted, it was easy not to PMO.
Sorry, I'm not sure if you understood the rules. You've only been posting here for 3 days. When you come here you must count for day 0, regardless of how many days you were already on when you started
I relapsed.. But without porn and in the cold shower.... could you imagine the pressure that has been built up inside of me. But I will get on the horse right now and will not start watching porn as I feel that is much worse than masturbating itself
@nuelleraldrig Do your best to not watch porn! It can be very difficult from time to time. I wrote this a minute ago: Having a difficult period right now. My brain keeps telling me how great it is to masturbate. I know those thoughts are garbage and I won't relapse. But isn't it amazing how easily we can forget about everything when we are having a strong urges? I know for a fact that masturbation is not so great like my brain is trying to tell me right now.
Day 12/14 Aha! Two more days to go for revitalization of my life Well.. today was better day, there were some fraction of time when I was thinking about Porn. But, with the stronger mind, I trick into another activity. I'm excited to go for 21 Day challenge.
I just finished the One Week Challenge. So, I want to keep it going to two weeks and ultimately the rest of the month. One Week at a time! So, Day 8 is coming up.