Today I had craving attack. I tried to shake off the desire in my mind. I stopped and started asking myself questions. I said let's say I go and do the deed what happens after that? I started to think and I answered my counter resets to zero. I asked what after that? I will do it again because I relapsed it does not matter. I asked what after that? when I'm completely dry sadness strikes misery enters depression keeps me company. Then I asked do you want that? I was like hell no. I rather endure pain of discipline then pain of regret.
