Throughout these years, i never count bikini as relapse... But these recent event due to my severe anxiety perhaps OCD... Starting to messed me up... Now even things i didn't consider relapsed is relapse... SO bikini is an actual relapsed or just lead to relapse? Because at this point it should like monk mode...
Dude, you're missing the point. You are addicted to porn. Anything that will give you fast and easy dopamine, your brain will take it, but once it's not enough, it will ask for more... then your urges will become stronger, and eventually, you will have to look at your favorite porn genre again until you relapse and feel guilty, sad, shitty and you come back here crying that you cant stop.
