First day of seven. First time back here in a long while. I relapsed about a year ago after reaching my first 3 month streak. I feel like ever since then I've been in a bit of a downward spiral mentally since then, due in large part to my addiction. My work performance has suffered, and i'm struggling to maintain the mutual trust and faith I had developed in my personal relationships because of the isolation and shame it brings. More than anything I feel like it's preventing me from being a genuinely whole person, and I need and want to be better.
DAY 7/7 And Finally at the destination. I did it. I achieved it. I won. I am the best. I ..... Ha ha! Not yet. It was just belated April fool. It's DAY 2/7
Relapsed. DAY 0/7 (Restart). It feels like I promised someone and I broke my promise. But I will keep trying until I succeed.
Feeling rejuvenated and energetic after 19 days of semen retention despite few health issues . Want to do this challenge afresh. Day 1/7 Presently I'm on day twenty of nofap streak which is still not broken
