Rainbow Warrior

Thank you for the advice @Rainbow Warrior. I do believe God is faithful to His promises. I need to pray more for faith and trust. I know He’s everywhere present; I know I don’t practice the act of acknowledging His presence and love enough. I know I put my trust more in created things than to the Creator. I know I’m attached to this world.

Cleanse yourself daily with water arms face nose ears feet etc.
Every time you look at something perverted or say something vulgar repeat the words 3x I seek the forgiveness of God and if you forget remember, satan makes man forget. Or quickly cleanse yourself again and remain positive minded.

@Ghost️ Once you get the hang of all the basic religious stuff trust me there is a better life waiting for you it’s all within your control. Man is a universe within himself. You can explore yourself in so many ways and better yourself too. You must as a priority if you want to get closer to God, remove all triggers from your environment.

@Ghost️ i didn’t realise oops I’ll try edit it if i can! I actually went so far as to try to contact the production company to arrange to meet this girl and i even got a response but this was during my longer reboot i did previously. I actually regret but i also feel like i need to help them escape a life of manipulation hence the reason i contacted .. it’s all wrong of me to do

No worries. I would say your intentions for calling were noble. I think we have to change though in order to help others, because if they see us change and have genuine happiness, others will be inspired to do the same.

@Ghost️ be the change you wish to see in others. What you say is true. And nofap It’s a fight to the end. There will be many roadblocks. Overcoming each one is by cultivating each day with productivity and patience.

Well done!

@Mr. Unhappy i was on a 700+ day streak. My abusive father sent police to my house to have me locked up in a mental institution because of a fight I had with him and my brother. I spent one year in a mental asylum and I broke my streak as in there patients were playing really provocative material on the TV erotic music videos etc i was injected by staff and remain on injections to this day.

@Mr. Unhappy As you can see living under my parents rules in another house may cause more problems if I decide to come off medication as they want me on it for life and they keep calling police over small things. This is why im hesitate whether I should quietly take the best of what I have and run.

@Rainbow Warrior I know how you feel I was in treatment for depression and the place I went to had little to no technology for patients. I know your family may seem like a grounding for you and someone you can rely on but the consistent actions they duel on you isn’t good. If I were you I’d reach out to someone or authorities so they can hear your side of the story.