Everytime i poop, i have to pressed my penis down, or else while pooping there urge to pee, so i have to press my penis down this whole... Back of my head thought this some kind of edging, since i touch myself, but i'm beating my meat... I hate the facts that i got new triggered every single day... Is doing that some sort of edging, consider relapse?
It's the pressing my dick down the whole time, to avoid splashing all over the places... my dumb ass brain think im touching myself, could be form sexual stimulation... So, basically nothing to worry about?
During reboot your brain turns to mush and and you think about things you never would have before, some things stupid some thing horrible.
I feel like this is something you're thinking too much about. If you're touching yourself for any kind of sexual pleasure, in ANY way, that, to me, is M.