hi guys, this is the first time i've tried nofap and i'm feeling a little desperate. i met this girl who is fantastic and i realised on our first night together that i have porn induced erectile dysfunction. i was so upset but i think its actually going to make us stronger in the long run. i was honest about my porn use and she nearly ran away but we discussed it and talked about it well and still do, i think its gonna be alright. i'm desperate because i have this clock ticking in my head. i really want her to know how much i fancy her. not being able to get an erection has her thinking that i dont fancy her. i really really do. i have started nofap now and have given up porn altogether, but i am aware its not going to happen overnight. i'm looking for advice about the best way to rewire my brain after porn use ruined my reward circuitry. we are going away again in 2 weeks and i don't want to be limp again. i really want to make love to her, will that set the rewiring back or help it? and i've a doctors appointment today about getting a prescription for viagra just in case. probably not the best idea but i think i need to show her how much i fancy her in case she runs in the other direction. i know deep down she won't but it would just be so nice.
